you have been marked

the choices you've made have left a scar upon your body

one to remind you of what you have done

you will not forget

you may not forget

oh no oh nooo

tiny little soldiers

i was hoping they were all dead but it seems some may have survived

if they've made it to the base we're all goners

we're all doomed

i'm on a video game addiction

the escape 

the sense of accomplishment

life would be easier if i were 8-bit

and just about as repetitive

must finish my massages and get into clinics

it's imperative

i need to graduate and make some cash

then i can buy good music gear and leave and be a real gypsy

not a pretend one

wolves are wild animals

and i am captive

THIS IS

most unsettling

i have such desire

and such a lack of drive

it's a beautiful day

that i've spent furthering my efforts to imprint myself in this mattress

i get up to eat

to go to school

and as much as i love school, i feel if it wasn't there, i would be doing so much more right now

without school, i wouldn't have anything stopping me from picking up and leaving

from exploring

i'm probably wrong

i would probably still spend my time living vicariously online

scheming ways to make money

the quick way

but i can hope

my weeks off make me think otherwise

but i wish i felt more stimulated to do something around here

let's make music

let's draw more

let's create

oh well,

time for class